наткнулась в плеере на песню Crucify и поняла, как давно не слушала естетиков. Наверное около 9 месяцев. А между прочим, именно они с точностью передают my inner cold.
чуть ли не мурашки по коже. такая безысходность. упиваюсь их текстом, особенно сrucify.
тексты some of themUnbelievable
The way that you cross your legs is on and on and on
The way that you groom yourself on and on and on
It’s unbelievable; its unbelievable, how you do it
The way that you give yourself on and on and on
The way that you praise yourself on and on and on
It’s unbelievable; its unbelievable, how you do it
The way that you live your life without a thought
The way that you try to get all and all and all
It’s unbelievable, how you do it
The way that you use your look to get your own, oh no
The way that you use yourself on and on and on
It’s unbelievable; its unbelievable, how you do it
The way you break down
The way you shut down
It’s hard to understand
What's in your mind
When you behave
The way you do
It’s the mirror on the wall
The shadow of your soul
That shows your inner world
It’s the smile, the smile
That kills with your pain inside
That you give when I'm down
You save x3
Yeah you're running after the money
Crucify
Get out of this hole
Out of this depression you're in
Get yourself just a little bit better
You've gotta get out
You've gotta shout it all and out
Take the pill if it makes you feel better
You've got to reach out
You've gotta get on and out
Jump out of your hole you don't know the way it feels
Go out of your hole, out of this depression you're in
Get yourself just a little bit better
Out of your hole, out of this depression you're in
Get yourself just a little bit better
You've got to shout it out
You don't know the way it feels
Hurt it out and shove it out
You hold it out, hold it out
You don't know the way it feels
Get, out of your hole, out of this depression you're in
Take the pill if it makes you feel better
You've got to come up
To, the light
You've got to shout it out
You've got to hold it out and out
If there's a way for you to feel the pain
Get yourself just a little bit better
Hold it out and shove it out
You shout it out, hold it out
You don't know the way it feels
All the pain that’s in your life
All the down that’s in your life
All the pain, all the pain that brings you down that’s in your life
All the pain that holds you down, crucify, that holds you down
Holds you down, brings you down, all the pain that's in your life
That brings you down
Take a pill if it makes you feel better
Take the pill if it makes you feel better
Take the pill
Mercury Rising
As you expand with your aura rising
Open your eyes to new worlds surrounding
As you observe your orientation changing
Notice your body is gently floating
You look up to the stars
Wondering which one you walked on before then
Watching a light above
Bearing resemblance to the one inside of you
Falling asleep but not quite sleeping
Seeing something but not quite seeing
Trying to touch, but there's no touching
When you are out of your body floating
You know you lived before
On a planet not unlike this one
Flying up to the skies
You will observe the mercury rising
Oh no
You have memories of other worlds x2
You have dreams of other worlds
And they keep you up at night
Oh no
With your body gone and unnecessary
The world disappears in all its glory
Overwhelming love radiates around you
Otherworldly feelings grow out of you
Shine as the brightest star
Spreading your laughter and magnifying
Feelings inside yourself
As you recall the life you had before then
You have memories of other worlds x2
You have dreams of other worlds
And they keep you up at night
Oh no
Ordinary Saturday
As you walk inside the underground
Holding on to the strap of your backpack
You watch the man next to
Calmly reading his morning book
In your suit hiding your difference
Looking calm with eyes from another
You hide your real purpose aim
As you travel on your work today
And you shout out
And you jump out
And you jump out of the train
From your neck dripping pearls of sweat
Lodging between you shirt and your neck
Your know you’re not the same
Hiding as a mouse on the train
Under your shirt another skin than
The neighbor standing next to
Muting and commuting
On you’re way to heaven today
And you shout out
And you jump out
And you jump out of the train
People are looking at you, they think you're a terrorist, they're scared
The fire X4
Is burning x 4
The fire x3
Is burning within
The fire X4
Is burning x 4
The fire x2
Is burning within